Sunday, July 12, 2009

at the verge of .........

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okay, it's just that i don't intend to curse orally so i typed it down instead... i know cursings not good but it's like some kind of reflex made my civilised homo sapien whenever encountering a situation not in his/her favour

that's what exactly happened to me to day.

the winds are just not in my way... and the most frustrating thing is i could not blame no one....

it's excruciating when you had no one to push the blame to, it's hard to contain all inside.......


a friend of mine had given a speech noting whenever you are sad, you should try to laugh instead of crying

again, i rise this question, what if you are extremely mad, irritated and frustrated??

even if i carve a slight curve up here, the heart down here just doesn't agree....


current state of mind: unstable


ya allah, please ease this soul..........

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