recently up till today, i was happy and in full bliss (for some reason which most would consider nonsense but who cares)
but yes, happiness does not last forever
they died down in any moment
whenever something u dread comes in your way, suddenly the happiness is snatched away to oblivion
hoooooooooooo
i really don't like this feeling
it's suffocating and asphyxiating
and the worst thing is the more u want to not think about it, the more frequent it'll dance in ur mind
as if teasing u
oh, how small and insignificant of own existence
as always, when the world revolve around urself, the smallest thing can be such a big deal
what am i talking crap here??
the conclusion is, i'm quite flustered and agitated at the moment, so everything do not seem right
and the least thing i want to do is confronting the mirror
- self-dejection - please, dun be ever more pathetic, that's just so pathetic
神様は乗り越えられる試練しか与えない -somehow this line makes me stay loose for a while
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