blog surfing

as i had cited before, it's not like i don't have things to do, it's just me who don't want to do them, so i'm bored...

so, when i'm bored, here's what i do:

in google blogsearch, i typed this: 'mrsm langkawi'

guess what, the result? so many (hahaha, i'm out of vocab here, otak lembap)

surprisingly, there are lots of blogs from my juniors, yeah, they got so much time to kill, huh? not only the newly spm-leavers, those who just managed to get in were abundant too.. so excited huh, those ppl... it's okay, it's not so bad over there, my 2 year experience was not that much to be proud of, but just be it. i could say, i'm glad to have been there at the very least...

and i noticed this, we certainly are creative in naming our batch, aren't we? here are those that i know:
batch 6 - seeckz(sorry if i spelled it wrong, seniors)
batch 7 - dynasty chi
batch 8(mine!!) - infineight
batch 9 - uninety
bath 10 - TENacious
whilst doing this, my friend suddenly pop up this question; "are you missing Langkawi?"

urrmmm, honestly i don't know. well, isn't it good at least now i remember it now coz in years to come, these memories will eventually fade. it's not like i don't cherish them, but it's just how we are, humans, we forget in time. what more, we don't even have a memento as in the yearbook to reminince our sweet moments later. am i wrong my friend? even now, if you ask me what i remember during my childhood years, i could hardly recollect anything beneficial. so, when i'm all grown up and have so many obligations to meet, do you expect me to remember my schoolyears, and it's so short, for god's sake.

um, the point here is, (how come, i've gone so far in that school's stuff), in one of the blogs i surfed through, one of them really intrigued me. i don't know who that is though, i doubt he's my senior from school though. i told ya, i randomly intrude people's blog. in one of the posts, he included a song from hirai ken. it's so nice. it reminds me of all the people i've met and how good it is that i've met them. so, here i dedicate this song for all these people who surely had made my life ever more colourful, whoever you are. especially my buddies from JAD, though it's a only a mere one year we've been together, you guys mean so much to me.



いつか離れる日が来ても
出会えた全てを悔やむ事だけは　決してしたくないから
If sometime we should separated apart...
I wont regret our meeting..



p/s: forgot to congratulate my high school teachers, they surely had worked hard. though i fear i would even forget ur names as time passes, my thanks would never cease. kore karamo ganbatte!!!

琥珀のゆりかごCradle of Amber

---++++i usually am not into this tagging thingy but this one is interestingly fun, so without even being tagged, i'm doing it :P. for some songs, the translation of the title follows after the artist++++----

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 10 friends
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
'Utsukushisugite' -Izumi Kato [too beautiful]
hahahaha, surely can't resist it when one actually comes to me

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
'SUN SHINE!!!' -GReeeeN
not so actually..

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
'Sore ga Ai deshou' -Shimokawa Mikuni [that is love, perhaps]
LOVE? really???? anooo

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
'I Remember You' -YUI
hahaha, i'm a forgetful person actually

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
'Sayounara kara Hajimeyou' - GReeeeN [let's start from goodbye]
how does that mean?

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
'Harukaze' -flumpool [spring wind]
am i that refreshing?

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
'Stay with Me' -Kaoru Amane
just who could it be? hehehe

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
'Day by Day' -GReeeeN
urmmm

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
'Prisoner of Love' -Utada Hikaru
not so, actually

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
'Y' -Spitz
oh man, i can hardly run from that question again and again

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
'KISS shite' -+KOH [kiss me]
errr...

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
'Omaeya naito akannen' -Sakuraba Yuuichiro [can't live without you]
oh my....

WHAT WILL/DID YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
'Hajimari no Kaze' -Ayaka Hirahara [the first wind]
i can't particularly dance anyway

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
'It's gonna rain' -Bonnie Pink(i guess)
the tomb's gonna be wet

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
'Tsuki to Naifu' -Suga Shikao [moon and knife]
i'm a lil interested in astronomy however, that sharp object? i dunno

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
'Last Kiss' -Bonnie Pink
we'll see later

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
'Canvas' -Ken Hirai
it could mean anything

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
'Mahou no Kotoba' -Spitz [the magic word]
:D just what can it be to please me that much i wonder, hehehe /grinning/

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
'Stand by Me' -The Brilliant Green
(great coincidence)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Kohaku no Yurikago -(RAVE ost) [Cradle of Amber]
huhuhuhu

I deem there are scores of bloggers who want to be tagged with this one,
Hence i’m tagging:
*Izzati Azlizan, my active blogger friend
*Ceca, welcome to blogging world
*Dila

malas nk fikir dh

Anybody who wants to be tagged with this one??You can have this entry posted in you blog, by having yourself tagged..

面倒くさい

i guess it's the poor communication skill we have here that makes everything so bothersome....

ok, enough of that, don't wanna remember all the unpleasant things

btw, i hope my friend had safely arrived at her home in sarawak after such a long wait and even prolonged by a slight mistake. it was nice having you here though i doubt i had given her such hospitality she deserved, i wish she found it pleasant to be here. anyway, it was surprising how we ended up riding on the boat at Mines. it was such a long time ago that i last rode it, when i was still elementary school, i guess. so nearly a decade had passed and only now i rode it again. kimochii ii.

and thanks to her too, i found a new wallet to replace my lost one. and also a new pair of earphones.

yeah, the outing to Mines was really enjoyable.. (though i was lethargic the whole day after, dun mind)




actually, i got lotss of things i could do and should do, it's just that i dun have the slightest desire to do them that i'm left with nothing else, i'm pathetically bored now... in this circumstance, what should i do??

悲しい明日もあるかもしれないけど

again, i slept pretty late n am writing for this instead of properly sleeping in my bed...

un, i woke up late after having a late nite last nite. and i was surprised by a message in my phone.

"salam, weh iman, ic ko de kt aku taw... (and blablablabla)"

i was like.... WHATTTT????

talking about my severe forgetfulness...... in this case, not only me

so, it resulted with me having to pay that exorbitant fine and losing my whole wallet afterwards... such a heavy price

well, i did not even feel the slightest bit of sleepiness once i was out of bed thanks to that.

so, today was just another day at home.. so trivial not worth of mentioning. well, i did intend to have a walk in the evening but the weather gave out warning and ceased all my intentions. my chance of a little exercise gone away. sorry Kinta, such a disappointment for you.

umm, back to reason as to why i woke up late, it was unexpected. it has been a while i've been away from nihongo but at the previous nite, i guess i really used up everything i could remember. i couldn't believe i could actually chat in nihongo for approx 2 hours... hahaha, quite a record. i'm glad i could still practise other than constant listening that seems useless as i tend to read the subtitles instead.

btw, i'm delighted to have found this PV of the new song from GReeeeN (one of my fav singers now): http://www.jpopasia.com/play/16873/greeeen/setsuna.html


though i had different image when listening to song many times over beforehand, i still like this video..

エビが大好き～～！！

the above picture justifies my title for today.....

well, after the whole predicament i've gone through, i got to feast on really delicious foods.. that's not entirely disappointing... who's gonna pull a long face, if there are lottttsss of prawns, lambs, squid, chicken, beef mounting the plate in front of her? hahaha, not me... not after having all that followed by 3 serving of ice-creams as the dessert.

now, i seem like a pure glutton..

never mind all that. the food was just the side attraction (but it feels like it's the main focus for me though). it was the lunch to celebrate our senpai's graduation. at last, they graduated after enduring 3 long years here. oh my, i have 2 yrs left to complete. the pre-grad lunch was fabulous. so many shows and performances. but i guess the one that attracted the most attention was after all ours. oww, this sounds like bragging. but, no offense, they really gave their best, no, i;m included too. it was performance consisted of choral speaking a bit of pantomime. it was entirely fascinating. the acting was really wonderful. if only i recorded all that, i'd love to see that again and again. it was full of laughter yet was so meaningful. the best part was probably the last message they relayed to our senpais and they replied energicatically.. i couldn't stop laughing.

so, that was what happened the day before yesterday.

for yesterday and today, it was all about moving my stuffs. we had to move houses, it was conceding the reshuffling of the houses. so, for the next sem onwards, i'll be in the same room as Lia!! i'm so ecstatic. we're of the same course and she's the type who studies and all (well , she's in the dean list, duh~~!) so, i hope the spirit diffuses into me as well. no more of these lackadaisical attitude of mine. it's like having a watch over me.. hahaha... now, i'm aching in parts of my body, not doing exercises for a long time really wears you out even after a few movements. my bad...

so, korekaramo, ganbare~~~!!!

happy holz!

いろいろあったの

okay, this post is just one of the places i could vent all the things crammed inside me, don't bother to read if you are only looking for interesting stuff in people's blogs, i've told ya in advance....

my food diary:

the day before yesterday, i had combo steak for my dinner and melon juice to complete the picture
yesterday, i ate several big apple doughnuts to suffice my dinner
today, my dinner was bakso which used up my remaining money, and all i had for the whole day precedingly was a plate of roti canai for breakfast and mcD apple pie+yoghurt drink for lunch.

okay, i might be contradictory to my own self who on the mission of boycotting the ruthless israel's supporters, but you might laugh at the reason i did so. it was 10 in the morning and i was in the middle of rows and rows of shop lots. and a sudden urge as the sign the nature doing its course come in. yeah, the purchase was done solely for the sake of the only available clean toilet i could use of the moment.

so, back to why my last dinner used the last bit of my money, it is due to what happened in the afternoon despite having just received quite a fair amount of money on that very morning. why i got the money? it was for paying the fine for losing my MyKad.

the fine for losing MyKad the 2nd time : RM200 (and RM10 surcharge for processing fee)
i got : RM160 (in my wallet was RM30+)
i paid : RM110 --->students get 50% discount (everyone, remember this!)

naturally, i went on with the idea i've been having that is to spend the rest of my day at kinokinuya

i'm glad i went there. i'm so pleased i got to see so many refreshing faces on the magz. i really mean it. there's actually a mag which is choked full of photos and infos on johnny's jrs. it was unwrapped so i get to flip from cover to the back. ahh~~ bishies all over. actually, there's another mag which instantly caught my eye the moment i arrived at the book shelf. it's featuring my favourite band, FLUMPOOL!!! i really really really really really want to read through it and sequently make it to my collection (i haven't actually collected anything yet though) but still i coveted it so much i almost at the verge of buying it when i realized, if i buy it, i won't have much money left. that's how expensive it is, just for one heck of a magazine.

so, i go round and round the whole suria klcc with no particular target or objective. i mean, i'm not there to buy anything nor do i have the needed material (money) to do that even if i desire to. with the 30kcal yoghurt drink i bought, i went for a stroll around the park, watching the overexcited kids playing under the drizzles of the miniature water park, watching an eager foreigner sunbathing under the malaysian sun in mid March, a couple so clingy to each other like they were sticked with glue while they are walking. i got a hold of the camera, the battery was already near dead i could not do much. little did i think of checking my bag again.

evening drew near, i finished a novel at the bookstore, and i knew i had to head home or more precise, the hostel. i thought of having steamed bun at home so i went again to where i bought the yoghurt drink to get another bottle of it (i'm getting such a predilection towards it) along with the bun and to the same counter again i went to pay. i slipped my hand inside the bag.

it wasn't there.

panic surged up but i could say nothing. though i just stared at the wallet in that morning hoping it won't be missing next. and it just simply did.
calling my dad was of no help.

it's nearly dusk i could not return by commuter even if by chance i had my reloaded touchngo in my pocket as it required me to pay for the cab later.

the other pocket was my phone and a one ringgit note + 20sen n 10sen coins.



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the alternative: a bus from kl sentral that stops exactly in front of this residence complex.

an hour : how long i waited for U65 bus to arrive amidst the drizzles
a little bit less than an hour : how long i had tovstand in the bus from the beginning of the journey till i hopped out of the bus.
nearly half an hour on the bus : i chatted with a man whose voice was quite low this ear which is so hard on hearing could not quite catch

CONCLUSION+++that this messed up self could come out

• things just like to be separate themselves from me. just how many times i've lost such important stuffs.
• perhaps i'm just so bad i deserve all this
  cursings are bad
• you should not refrain yourself from getting good food. coz either way, the money you saved might just gone any way it wants
• i'm not sure i could be like japanese people who managed to be still for long intervals. even when sitting down, i'll be changing positions for like, every near 10 mins? what more when i'm standing
• i'm so not compatible with people with low voice

an attempt to have a productive holiday

well, as the title goes, it just means, the past few weeks of no schools were just another passing days of time wasted...

hahaha, that's exactly what u get for not making any proper planning when the free time falls in your hands... talking bout seeking more time when you really need it but when those coveted time really comes to you, you don't know what to do with it...

and plenty or several things comes unexpected

instance 1: i learnt how grateful i am i always put the ceiling fan at speed 1. due to my own recklessness, i managed to get a small cut in my finger, when i tried to put up the blanket to cover the window and raised my hands so high the blade of the fan got my finger. there were blood but nothing to be worried. thank god.

instance 2: when you just so free with no tasks in hands, you don't bother to check anything of your belongings until the time demands it. okay, i just realized i do not possess my identity card anymore. the last time i sighted it was when i was sitting for my final exam and that was... 2 weeks ago? and it's not my first time losing it. such a hassle.

instance 3: the recent events resulted with lots of junk foods and chocolates in my possession thanks to the others who refuse them. as the consequence, i've been living on them. from when i woke up in the morning(or more frequently afternoon) till i slept in late night, i've been munching them all the time. i expected the abundant stock would last longer but it seems i managed to eat them much faster. the result > my bad pimples problems just got worse.... the so expensive skin-care product i've been using just coming to no effect it seems

so, i hope the coming days will go smoothly.... yeah, no fights, no misunderstanding, no self-condemnation, what more?

umm, and to my friends, happy holidays!!!!

めちゃくちゃ嬉しい～～

the above title was supposed to be of days ago.... well, exam's over

well, since then a lot happened. in short:

during the last day of exam, i finally ate the snack i received from my dai-senpai at japan with my friends.THANK YOU, ARIGATOU! well, it tasted like rice snack, it is. my friend said it's like honey star. whatever.


so, once the exam's over. we went for a movie - geng!. i admit, that's the best local animation i've watched so far. the story was not bad too. i was quite entertained. "pashipashi" and "fikir masa depan!" was what i could not forget from the movie.

and of coz, when we go out, it's incomplete without the 'makan' time rite? and for this time, it was Carl's Jr. hahaha, a great choice. i mean, the money i paid was worth the food i received. gosh, it's like the most enormous burger i had ever munched on. nevertheless, for not wasting it, i finished it anyway - to my friend's surprise

and the following day was a kinda retreat with the alumni. yea, my stomach was still full with the burger and my heart was heavily reluctant to go, but i made a mistake by accidentally slept at Lia's house, so i went anyway. and guess what? IMAN DID FUTSAL! yea, this clueless Iman played after all. well, only 2 notorious games though and then i disappear somewhere else. :D

so, there starts my day of no school at TBP. what do i have here? songs, doramas and novels. yeah, these are the unread novels i intend to read for this holiday. total = 8 with average of 350pages per book (one's not in the picture). actually, there was a day when huda and I really got nothing to do, and we straight went to Subang Parade on a whim. had lunch worth the same as 5 of my usual lunches. and withdrew more money afterwards when i accidentally found a novel by Neil Gaiman. stayed at MPH until the light's off. hahaha. went through the rain in the dark night to catch the train.

okay, we do find our ways to kill time, that being among of them.

it seems i'm drown my world of J-musics and dorama at the time. hahaha, in contrary to my buddy who's so delighted she could indulge in her favourite bolloywood stuff out of my door. yeah, ironic isn;t it?