it had only been 3 days since the class restarted but i felt like i've endured so long... do i resent class that much??
anyhow, they doesn't seem so bad, the classes. though it's for sure that it'll be a tough journey ahead, but if others could do it, why couldn't i, rite? minus my utter laziness, that is.
(now i'm talking like yoda)
however, having a runny nose when starting the class is not a good thing after all.
ganbarou~~
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Friday, April 3, 2009
the engine's on! +the story of a momentary shopaholic
though i've only just attended the driving class, what i'm doing now is something like racing a car....
we were told this today:
"don't lose focus, or you'll lose control of the steering and you'll be in an accident"
oh yeah, class is starting next monday.... and i've just got the key, and the engine revs up now, vroom, vrooom!!! oh my, i'll have my kouhai-tachi watching me <--perasan jer
ganbarimashou~~~!!
i wonder, just at what velocity that car of mine will be moving.... and i just hope my laziness won't pull me behind again....
and umm, i'm thankful before i started the race, i had the chance to actually shop~~ though it was a bit out of plan.. nevertheless, i got myself a new bag, a new piece of cloth, 2 new series on dvd of anime and drama, and.... a bit of exercise? :P
oh yea, i watched 'confession of a shopaholic' as well. earnestly, i think Luke Brandon in this movie adaptation surely as charming as imagined when reading the novel, that is after i watched the whole movie, umm, maybe the hairstyle did not suit him. a bit serabai la....
we were told this today:
"don't lose focus, or you'll lose control of the steering and you'll be in an accident"
oh yeah, class is starting next monday.... and i've just got the key, and the engine revs up now, vroom, vrooom!!! oh my, i'll have my kouhai-tachi watching me <--perasan jer
ganbarimashou~~~!!
i wonder, just at what velocity that car of mine will be moving.... and i just hope my laziness won't pull me behind again....
and umm, i'm thankful before i started the race, i had the chance to actually shop~~ though it was a bit out of plan.. nevertheless, i got myself a new bag, a new piece of cloth, 2 new series on dvd of anime and drama, and.... a bit of exercise? :P
oh yea, i watched 'confession of a shopaholic' as well. earnestly, i think Luke Brandon in this movie adaptation surely as charming as imagined when reading the novel, that is after i watched the whole movie, umm, maybe the hairstyle did not suit him. a bit serabai la....
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Sunday, March 29, 2009
i was on MRT
okey, makes little sense with MRT here in malaysia coz we only have ktm and lrt.
nonetheless, it's not the transport MRT after all. i was meaning to use for its whole another meaning: MALAYSIAN RUBBER TIME (hehe, borrowed from "honk, if you're malaysian"). sensitive issue, anyone? honestly, if it were me, i'm quite, not quite just greatly bothered by this sorta thing. undeniably, it can be infuriating, ne? however, today, i might just had grouped myself with this kind of people who certainly don't have a sense in turning up on time.
yeah, i was late to the driving class. neboushiteshimatta. well, it had passed, what more can i say. gomen? so, today, for the 1st time, i sat in the driver seat. though it was only in circuit and in gear 1, i was quite excited. it moved safely, that one made me relieved somehow. go, go, red kancil!
and today too, i got to meet 2 of my ex-schoolmates!! i was so excited. so happy. well, for one of them, we previously planned to meet but failed so when i finally got to see her today, i was ecstatic. thankfully, she got this afternoon vacant and she immediately go out once i called her. well, for the other person, it was an unexpected meeting. sorry, i didn't recognize him at first and i was too engrossed in my novel. his appearance was somehow different too. never thought i would have friend that's in army. proud of him.
and as expected, izzati actually bought that ARASHI calendar that's just sooo expensive-for one heck of a calendar. like how i called her when i bought the magazine featuring flumpool, i received her call too when i was in sardine-packed commuter. happy for her!
nonetheless, it's not the transport MRT after all. i was meaning to use for its whole another meaning: MALAYSIAN RUBBER TIME (hehe, borrowed from "honk, if you're malaysian"). sensitive issue, anyone? honestly, if it were me, i'm quite, not quite just greatly bothered by this sorta thing. undeniably, it can be infuriating, ne? however, today, i might just had grouped myself with this kind of people who certainly don't have a sense in turning up on time.
yeah, i was late to the driving class. neboushiteshimatta. well, it had passed, what more can i say. gomen? so, today, for the 1st time, i sat in the driver seat. though it was only in circuit and in gear 1, i was quite excited. it moved safely, that one made me relieved somehow. go, go, red kancil!
and today too, i got to meet 2 of my ex-schoolmates!! i was so excited. so happy. well, for one of them, we previously planned to meet but failed so when i finally got to see her today, i was ecstatic. thankfully, she got this afternoon vacant and she immediately go out once i called her. well, for the other person, it was an unexpected meeting. sorry, i didn't recognize him at first and i was too engrossed in my novel. his appearance was somehow different too. never thought i would have friend that's in army. proud of him.
and as expected, izzati actually bought that ARASHI calendar that's just sooo expensive-for one heck of a calendar. like how i called her when i bought the magazine featuring flumpool, i received her call too when i was in sardine-packed commuter. happy for her!
Friday, March 27, 2009
teh ais itu tidak sedap
what an ungrateful girl i am (pertaining the above title)
well, i'm just saying the truth according to my taste bud.. never mind that
the thing is, i was expecting a better one, now that i've walked down to the shops and returned here all sweaty at noon... it's actually quite far and why the heck is my house up the hill, such a hassle in returning here..
perhaps, this might be a good exercise-for me that is, who seriosly lacking in it. and after the longg sleep i had that stretched over 12 hours.. hahaha
so, yesterday, i finally got a hold of my coveted magazine featuring my fav band, flumpool!!! i was all nikoniko(smiling) after having it in my hands.... of course i would, i missed the chance of buying it the 1st time i saw it and i regretted it much coz i lost my whole wallet afterwards, to think back, i would not be sad losing the wallet if i already posessed the mag by then... i'll still be smiling despite the loss(talking about hte ifs here).. hehehe
this just arouses my desire of getting a new denshijisho, i seriously wanna understand the whole article and interviews. it's so hard with the one i have now.. aarggh, just why did i have to drop my precious denshijisho b4 and ended up getting an older model one after that? i really regret that now....
back to the topic of the mag, aside from the feature article, the major counterpart was about other bands in japan which i barely knew... huhuhu... but i notice one thing, their male artists sure are beautiful! hahaha.. i really mean it, and i'm not even talking about the idols here, just normal bands who have the same passion in music but they're are simply good looking no matter how i look at them. or perhaps, their make-up artists are just so great to bring out the best look out af all of them... i don't particularly care but it really serves as eye-candies. well, when i'm listening to music, because it is 'listening', i'm only using my ears, duh~. okay, enough of my nonsense. -ciou-
addition:
just watched a movie at starmovie, 'premonition' starring sandra bullock and julian mcmahon(oh man, i love this hot guy in 'charmed'). i shed a tear. it's so heartwarming... i can't stop getting touched for stories like this.. a great movie after all..
now, waiting for the subs for the final episode of 'voice', um, another story revolving death... this theme always produces heartwarming stories i guess
well, i'm just saying the truth according to my taste bud.. never mind that
the thing is, i was expecting a better one, now that i've walked down to the shops and returned here all sweaty at noon... it's actually quite far and why the heck is my house up the hill, such a hassle in returning here..
perhaps, this might be a good exercise-for me that is, who seriosly lacking in it. and after the longg sleep i had that stretched over 12 hours.. hahaha
so, yesterday, i finally got a hold of my coveted magazine featuring my fav band, flumpool!!! i was all nikoniko(smiling) after having it in my hands.... of course i would, i missed the chance of buying it the 1st time i saw it and i regretted it much coz i lost my whole wallet afterwards, to think back, i would not be sad losing the wallet if i already posessed the mag by then... i'll still be smiling despite the loss(talking about hte ifs here).. hehehe
this just arouses my desire of getting a new denshijisho, i seriously wanna understand the whole article and interviews. it's so hard with the one i have now.. aarggh, just why did i have to drop my precious denshijisho b4 and ended up getting an older model one after that? i really regret that now....
back to the topic of the mag, aside from the feature article, the major counterpart was about other bands in japan which i barely knew... huhuhu... but i notice one thing, their male artists sure are beautiful! hahaha.. i really mean it, and i'm not even talking about the idols here, just normal bands who have the same passion in music but they're are simply good looking no matter how i look at them. or perhaps, their make-up artists are just so great to bring out the best look out af all of them... i don't particularly care but it really serves as eye-candies. well, when i'm listening to music, because it is 'listening', i'm only using my ears, duh~. okay, enough of my nonsense. -ciou-
addition:
just watched a movie at starmovie, 'premonition' starring sandra bullock and julian mcmahon(oh man, i love this hot guy in 'charmed'). i shed a tear. it's so heartwarming... i can't stop getting touched for stories like this.. a great movie after all..
now, waiting for the subs for the final episode of 'voice', um, another story revolving death... this theme always produces heartwarming stories i guess
Thursday, March 26, 2009
almost over?
yea, i'm the stupid here who can't benefit her time properly and now what? it's already near the end of march which also means the ending of my holiday is just around the corner..
it might be a bit early for this kind of post(can only say this sorta stuff if it's only an hour away from over is what my head says). but i could note down what i got so far:
i cooked fried rice-that is by using perencah nonetheless
choked full with shoujo manga's fantasy
my ears are full of j-music
tons of doramas
a bit of novels
having my properties lost-wallets and such
piled on weights
discovered nico nico douga
frequent reads on wikipedia
some dorama series came to their satisfying ends
rarely had mornings-always stuck glued to the bed until the afternoon <-bad girl
the moment i'm typing this, i actually have to wake up early morning tomorrow. screw me...
it might be a bit early for this kind of post(can only say this sorta stuff if it's only an hour away from over is what my head says). but i could note down what i got so far:
i cooked fried rice-that is by using perencah nonetheless
choked full with shoujo manga's fantasy
my ears are full of j-music
tons of doramas
a bit of novels
having my properties lost-wallets and such
piled on weights
discovered nico nico douga
frequent reads on wikipedia
some dorama series came to their satisfying ends
rarely had mornings-always stuck glued to the bed until the afternoon <-bad girl
the moment i'm typing this, i actually have to wake up early morning tomorrow. screw me...
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
ohisashiburi~
just that i could hardly put my time to the utmost benefit and this was what i did:
just some random quiz answered with random instinct i had and the result....
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
how do you think? if what i think of myself is true, then most of these are true...
just that when it comes to the question of relationship, it just seems that i'm utterly not interested for the moment. huhuhu, made me remembered a joke i made with my sister, "perhaps it's just that the guys around me don't give out enough pheromones?" hahahaha,
+++++++and when i proceed later(the quiz), it came to this:
What's your personality love style?
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.
++++++and further to this:
What type of personality do you have?
Self-centered
You are self-centered. People around you get tired of trying to please you all the time. You don't care how others feel and everything has to be done your way - this is why you don't have very many friends. Deep down, however, the real you is quite a nice person, and when you like someone, you can be very sincere. So try to think less about yourself and you will eventually be a more popular person.
ummmmm.. kamoshirenai ne?
just some random quiz answered with random instinct i had and the result....
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
how do you think? if what i think of myself is true, then most of these are true...
just that when it comes to the question of relationship, it just seems that i'm utterly not interested for the moment. huhuhu, made me remembered a joke i made with my sister, "perhaps it's just that the guys around me don't give out enough pheromones?" hahahaha,
+++++++and when i proceed later(the quiz), it came to this:
What's your personality love style?
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.
++++++and further to this:
What type of personality do you have?
Self-centered
You are self-centered. People around you get tired of trying to please you all the time. You don't care how others feel and everything has to be done your way - this is why you don't have very many friends. Deep down, however, the real you is quite a nice person, and when you like someone, you can be very sincere. So try to think less about yourself and you will eventually be a more popular person.
ummmmm.. kamoshirenai ne?
Friday, March 20, 2009
when everything's good is taken for granted..
in a sudden, i remember the seminar on gifted children we were made to attend some time ago....
when i was still innocent little child learning in school, i remember being called gifted or whatever, not that i mind, but it just felt to me that i'm no longer one now i'm reaching 19. i don't know, i dun seriously give a damn whether a person is smart or not, i'm so much pampered i dun see any difference on this matter. just why should i care for others. people say how lucky i am, now i'm in university owing to my intelligence. seriously, i don't think that is the case.
however, yeah, it's true indeed i managed to get a place thanks to my academic achievement previously. honestly speaking, i admit it was hard but i don't think i even gave my best though. it's pretty normal to even hear people i'm such a lazy bum, i didn't put much effort as i should but somehow i managed. so, is there really a difference in intelligence in people?
i read an article from my friend's blog (http://shaks-yin.blogspot.com/2009/03/mengapa-yahudi-bijak.html) and it got me thinking...
the key points i got from the article as to how they nurture their children from in carriage until the time of raising them up in order to be the top of everything are these:
-the food consumed by the mother and the child(lots of nuts, more on fish, salads, fruit-fruits eaten first b4 meal)
-no smoking environment
-the brain exercise done by mom and the child (doing math problems)
-music stimulation
-the encouragement to create
-emphasis on sports
these are how they create the environment that any child raised in it would be shining the most. when i compare it to mine, a lot are similar. the only thing that are void in mine are probably the music part and it was me who prefer not be involved in sports. i guess the magnificent part is this:
"Menurut saintis di Universiti Israel, siasatan menunjukkan nikotin dapat merosakkan sel utama pada otak manusia dan akan melekat pada genes, ini bermakna keturunan perokok bakal membawa generasi yang cacat otak (bodoh atau lembab). Suatu penemuan yang dahsyat ditemui oleh saintis yang mendalami bidang genes dan DNA"
my family and almost all of my relatives are non-smoker, even if there are, they know to go somewhere else to do that. even i hate it when i smell the smoke, i can't stand it when i'm near a smoker. thanks to that, my brain is saved from the horrible nicotine.
well, in the diet side, okay, i munch everything and a lot of them, but it's just normal in my family to have salads (which i found surprising later there are some others who don't), a lot of fruits, nuts and generous amount of dairy products. in education side, my parents could be said as avid readers to provide me the environment with bulks of books in my sight, and they encourage me in math as i quite love it. other than that, when i was little, instead of barbie, i got building blocks as my toys and i was free to make anything out of anything i could find in my house. even when in high school, we had this programme which require us to come up with something be it new inventions, research or art masterpiece.
at last, i could say what contribute to my so-called smart brain majorly comes from the environment.
the issue here is, why with so nicely-prepared environment, i seem not to use it for my good and waste it all away? i even got the feeling that even if i got that smart brain, i'm at fault at deteriorating it. supposedly with all these, i could perform better in whatever i'm doing now (in this case, i'm currently in that so special programme of JAD), alas i have this lackadaisical attitude and can hardly excel in the academic subject i'm taking, let alone the co-curricular as i doubt we even have it. i no longer enjoy doing those good stuff like i previously did. it has been so long that i last play with my imagination i could barely come up with new interesting stuff. i prefer to lay back and stay lax rather than making new adventures. i am no longer different from the unprivileged people out there. so, the problem here eventually lies within this pathetic self. i have everything prepared yet it just won't work unless my own self make a move.
i guess this is what they call when people take things for granted....
lailahailla anta subhanaka inni kuntu minna az-zolimin...
i know i've done damage towards myself, i know i'm in the wrong, please guide me back to the right path
when i was still innocent little child learning in school, i remember being called gifted or whatever, not that i mind, but it just felt to me that i'm no longer one now i'm reaching 19. i don't know, i dun seriously give a damn whether a person is smart or not, i'm so much pampered i dun see any difference on this matter. just why should i care for others. people say how lucky i am, now i'm in university owing to my intelligence. seriously, i don't think that is the case.
however, yeah, it's true indeed i managed to get a place thanks to my academic achievement previously. honestly speaking, i admit it was hard but i don't think i even gave my best though. it's pretty normal to even hear people i'm such a lazy bum, i didn't put much effort as i should but somehow i managed. so, is there really a difference in intelligence in people?
i read an article from my friend's blog (http://shaks-yin.blogspot.com/2009/03/mengapa-yahudi-bijak.html) and it got me thinking...
the key points i got from the article as to how they nurture their children from in carriage until the time of raising them up in order to be the top of everything are these:
-the food consumed by the mother and the child(lots of nuts, more on fish, salads, fruit-fruits eaten first b4 meal)
-no smoking environment
-the brain exercise done by mom and the child (doing math problems)
-music stimulation
-the encouragement to create
-emphasis on sports
these are how they create the environment that any child raised in it would be shining the most. when i compare it to mine, a lot are similar. the only thing that are void in mine are probably the music part and it was me who prefer not be involved in sports. i guess the magnificent part is this:
"Menurut saintis di Universiti Israel, siasatan menunjukkan nikotin dapat merosakkan sel utama pada otak manusia dan akan melekat pada genes, ini bermakna keturunan perokok bakal membawa generasi yang cacat otak (bodoh atau lembab). Suatu penemuan yang dahsyat ditemui oleh saintis yang mendalami bidang genes dan DNA"
my family and almost all of my relatives are non-smoker, even if there are, they know to go somewhere else to do that. even i hate it when i smell the smoke, i can't stand it when i'm near a smoker. thanks to that, my brain is saved from the horrible nicotine.
well, in the diet side, okay, i munch everything and a lot of them, but it's just normal in my family to have salads (which i found surprising later there are some others who don't), a lot of fruits, nuts and generous amount of dairy products. in education side, my parents could be said as avid readers to provide me the environment with bulks of books in my sight, and they encourage me in math as i quite love it. other than that, when i was little, instead of barbie, i got building blocks as my toys and i was free to make anything out of anything i could find in my house. even when in high school, we had this programme which require us to come up with something be it new inventions, research or art masterpiece.
at last, i could say what contribute to my so-called smart brain majorly comes from the environment.
the issue here is, why with so nicely-prepared environment, i seem not to use it for my good and waste it all away? i even got the feeling that even if i got that smart brain, i'm at fault at deteriorating it. supposedly with all these, i could perform better in whatever i'm doing now (in this case, i'm currently in that so special programme of JAD), alas i have this lackadaisical attitude and can hardly excel in the academic subject i'm taking, let alone the co-curricular as i doubt we even have it. i no longer enjoy doing those good stuff like i previously did. it has been so long that i last play with my imagination i could barely come up with new interesting stuff. i prefer to lay back and stay lax rather than making new adventures. i am no longer different from the unprivileged people out there. so, the problem here eventually lies within this pathetic self. i have everything prepared yet it just won't work unless my own self make a move.
i guess this is what they call when people take things for granted....
lailahailla anta subhanaka inni kuntu minna az-zolimin...
i know i've done damage towards myself, i know i'm in the wrong, please guide me back to the right path
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