two thirds done

that pretty much means only a year left to be endured. well i ain't going to say the past 2 years passed in a blink, we did quite a lot of things, so much memories carved (gosh, i sound like everything's already over). but yes, time does fly even when we realize it not.

going on to the latest news, umm, the last final exam result is already out. okay, like i've said before, expectations are bound not be met. and this time, i pretty much messed up. i'm sorry to myself.

gjvinof;blidskagm;rld (i don't want to really remember about it)

and back to the previous two days, it was our senpai graduation dinner. oh, today's their graduation day. congratz!!! finally they can advance on straight to nihon! i'm wishing best of luck to all of them, okay luck might not sound right, i wish they will always be in Allah's bless. and everyone did dress up to the max that night. as if it was some sort of fashion gala in some sense. well, the teachers were not losing to their own cute lil students too. (photos currently not available)

i'll miss them, these wonderful teachers....

but i still think, in term of menu i prefer last year's lunch(here's link for that last year's post and u'll know why). hahaha. and for the entertainment, all the dance practices they have done were really worth it. otsukaresamadesu~~ it's entirely entertaining. and the graduating senpai's poem recital is kinda heart rending too. and this year too, the matric students did a bit of play like we did last year when we were matric students (dun wanna comment further coz i would be biased :P). following that, band performances like usual and some karaoke-like performance. and that was pretty much it.

so, in all these graduations mood, while i do feel envy for my senpai and a few of friends of mine in other programs (for the obvious reason, they are now ready off to nihon), there are some other graduating bunch who aroused far extreme envy in me. earlier when i described how our grad party goes, that was it, but these bunch of lucky kids got a far better deal. might be trivial for others, but a big deal for me if my favourite band is coming and to perform live. if only they (who else, flumpool! yeah this is a story which only happen in nihon) would come on my graduation day, i will be so very blissed~~!!! those high school kids are so lucky! if i were to remember how it was like during my high graduation, it was so damn boring, just to wait each of 300++ students to come up the stage and those long-winded speech by whoever concerned. and to add, our robe was really not what we would be proud of to show-off to anyone.


ok, only one more year.... while there's no way flumpool would come all the way to my graduation, their songs are still my favourites. and the following is a song which they performed during their budokan live last october. funny when i discovered there's some snail story involved :P



ハイドレンジア(hydrangea)

thirsty カラカラの砂漠に生まれついたマイマイ
じっと雨を待ってそれでも憧れるハイドレンジア

ただ殻の中　流れ雲眺めた毎日
とうにイグアナさえもしっぽを巻いた去った

左右でstep by step and give up
ささやく矛盾のステレオサウンド
そうやって自問自答
いつだって 今だって

parallel my mind, parallel my mind
どちらの僕も僕であって
右へ左へ回れ右して
彷徨っている
予側不能の未来はあいまい
だから僕らは迷ってしまう
そんな自分がはきそうに辛いんだ

踏み出した一歩？それとも踏み外した一歩？
どっちだっていいさ
とりあえず笑えるし

一口サイズに　カットして
飲み込んできた夢たち
消化できず吐き出す
そんなこと繰り返す

天にかざしたカラメルの色
アンテナにして雨を呼んで
何万回もあきらめてきた
夢をもう一度
フラフラの足　踏んばったまま
それでも僕が笑えるなら
踏んだり蹴ったりにも価値があるさ

誰だ選んだ道じゃないし
なのに振り返ったばっか
いつだって悩みの種は消えやしない
でも　モノクロの月の向こうに
流れ星の軌道が見えるかい？
さよならのキヲク抱えて　駆け抜けて

parallel my mind, parallel my mind
どちらの僕も僕であって
右へ左へ回れ右して
いつか体が干からびたって
それでも僕が笑えるなら
立ちはだかる　砂漠の荒野へ



i have no idea what 'parallel my mind' means though :P