Sunday, March 29, 2009

i was on MRT

okey, makes little sense with MRT here in malaysia coz we only have ktm and lrt.

nonetheless, it's not the transport MRT after all. i was meaning to use for its whole another meaning: MALAYSIAN RUBBER TIME (hehe, borrowed from "honk, if you're malaysian"). sensitive issue, anyone? honestly, if it were me, i'm quite, not quite just greatly bothered by this sorta thing. undeniably, it can be infuriating, ne? however, today, i might just had grouped myself with this kind of people who certainly don't have a sense in turning up on time.

yeah, i was late to the driving class. neboushiteshimatta. well, it had passed, what more can i say. gomen? so, today, for the 1st time, i sat in the driver seat. though it was only in circuit and in gear 1, i was quite excited. it moved safely, that one made me relieved somehow. go, go, red kancil!

and today too, i got to meet 2 of my ex-schoolmates!! i was so excited. so happy. well, for one of them, we previously planned to meet but failed so when i finally got to see her today, i was ecstatic. thankfully, she got this afternoon vacant and she immediately go out once i called her. well, for the other person, it was an unexpected meeting. sorry, i didn't recognize him at first and i was too engrossed in my novel. his appearance was somehow different too. never thought i would have friend that's in army. proud of him.

and as expected, izzati actually bought that ARASHI calendar that's just sooo expensive-for one heck of a calendar. like how i called her when i bought the magazine featuring flumpool, i received her call too when i was in sardine-packed commuter. happy for her!

Friday, March 27, 2009

teh ais itu tidak sedap

what an ungrateful girl i am (pertaining the above title)

well, i'm just saying the truth according to my taste bud.. never mind that

the thing is, i was expecting a better one, now that i've walked down to the shops and returned here all sweaty at noon... it's actually quite far and why the heck is my house up the hill, such a hassle in returning here..

perhaps, this might be a good exercise-for me that is, who seriosly lacking in it. and after the longg sleep i had that stretched over 12 hours.. hahaha

so, yesterday, i finally got a hold of my coveted magazine featuring my fav band, flumpool!!! i was all nikoniko(smiling) after having it in my hands.... of course i would, i missed the chance of buying it the 1st time i saw it and i regretted it much coz i lost my whole wallet afterwards, to think back, i would not be sad losing the wallet if i already posessed the mag by then... i'll still be smiling despite the loss(talking about hte ifs here).. hehehe

this just arouses my desire of getting a new denshijisho, i seriously wanna understand the whole article and interviews. it's so hard with the one i have now.. aarggh, just why did i have to drop my precious denshijisho b4 and ended up getting an older model one after that? i really regret that now....

back to the topic of the mag, aside from the feature article, the major counterpart was about other bands in japan which i barely knew... huhuhu... but i notice one thing, their male artists sure are beautiful! hahaha.. i really mean it, and i'm not even talking about the idols here, just normal bands who have the same passion in music but they're are simply good looking no matter how i look at them. or perhaps, their make-up artists are just so great to bring out the best look out af all of them... i don't particularly care but it really serves as eye-candies. well, when i'm listening to music, because it is 'listening', i'm only using my ears, duh~. okay, enough of my nonsense. -ciou-

addition:
just watched a movie at starmovie, 'premonition' starring sandra bullock and julian mcmahon(oh man, i love this hot guy in 'charmed'). i shed a tear. it's so heartwarming... i can't stop getting touched for stories like this.. a great movie after all..
now, waiting for the subs for the final episode of 'voice', um, another story revolving death... this theme always produces heartwarming stories i guess

Thursday, March 26, 2009

almost over?

yea, i'm the stupid here who can't benefit her time properly and now what? it's already near the end of march which also means the ending of my holiday is just around the corner..

it might be a bit early for this kind of post(can only say this sorta stuff if it's only an hour away from over is what my head says). but i could note down what i got so far:

i cooked fried rice-that is by using perencah nonetheless
choked full with shoujo manga's fantasy
my ears are full of j-music
tons of doramas
a bit of novels
having my properties lost-wallets and such
piled on weights
discovered nico nico douga
frequent reads on wikipedia
some dorama series came to their satisfying ends
rarely had mornings-always stuck glued to the bed until the afternoon <-bad girl

the moment i'm typing this, i actually have to wake up early morning tomorrow. screw me...

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

ohisashiburi~

just that i could hardly put my time to the utmost benefit and this was what i did:

just some random quiz answered with random instinct i had and the result....

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


how do you think? if what i think of myself is true, then most of these are true...
just that when it comes to the question of relationship, it just seems that i'm utterly not interested for the moment. huhuhu, made me remembered a joke i made with my sister, "perhaps it's just that the guys around me don't give out enough pheromones?" hahahaha,

+++++++and when i proceed later(the quiz), it came to this:

What's your personality love style?
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

++++++and further to this:

What type of personality do you have?
Self-centered
You are self-centered. People around you get tired of trying to please you all the time. You don't care how others feel and everything has to be done your way - this is why you don't have very many friends. Deep down, however, the real you is quite a nice person, and when you like someone, you can be very sincere. So try to think less about yourself and you will eventually be a more popular person.

ummmmm.. kamoshirenai ne?

Friday, March 20, 2009

when everything's good is taken for granted..

in a sudden, i remember the seminar on gifted children we were made to attend some time ago....

when i was still innocent little child learning in school, i remember being called gifted or whatever, not that i mind, but it just felt to me that i'm no longer one now i'm reaching 19. i don't know, i dun seriously give a damn whether a person is smart or not, i'm so much pampered i dun see any difference on this matter. just why should i care for others. people say how lucky i am, now i'm in university owing to my intelligence. seriously, i don't think that is the case.

however, yeah, it's true indeed i managed to get a place thanks to my academic achievement previously. honestly speaking, i admit it was hard but i don't think i even gave my best though. it's pretty normal to even hear people i'm such a lazy bum, i didn't put much effort as i should but somehow i managed. so, is there really a difference in intelligence in people?

i read an article from my friend's blog (http://shaks-yin.blogspot.com/2009/03/mengapa-yahudi-bijak.html) and it got me thinking...

the key points i got from the article as to how they nurture their children from in carriage until the time of raising them up in order to be the top of everything are these:

-the food consumed by the mother and the child(lots of nuts, more on fish, salads, fruit-fruits eaten first b4 meal)
-no smoking environment
-the brain exercise done by mom and the child (doing math problems)
-music stimulation
-the encouragement to create
-emphasis on sports

these are how they create the environment that any child raised in it would be shining the most. when i compare it to mine, a lot are similar. the only thing that are void in mine are probably the music part and it was me who prefer not be involved in sports. i guess the magnificent part is this:

"Menurut saintis di Universiti Israel, siasatan menunjukkan nikotin dapat merosakkan sel utama pada otak manusia dan akan melekat pada genes, ini bermakna keturunan perokok bakal membawa generasi yang cacat otak (bodoh atau lembab). Suatu penemuan yang dahsyat ditemui oleh saintis yang mendalami bidang genes dan DNA"

my family and almost all of my relatives are non-smoker, even if there are, they know to go somewhere else to do that. even i hate it when i smell the smoke, i can't stand it when i'm near a smoker. thanks to that, my brain is saved from the horrible nicotine.

well, in the diet side, okay, i munch everything and a lot of them, but it's just normal in my family to have salads (which i found surprising later there are some others who don't), a lot of fruits, nuts and generous amount of dairy products. in education side, my parents could be said as avid readers to provide me the environment with bulks of books in my sight, and they encourage me in math as i quite love it. other than that, when i was little, instead of barbie, i got building blocks as my toys and i was free to make anything out of anything i could find in my house. even when in high school, we had this programme which require us to come up with something be it new inventions, research or art masterpiece.

at last, i could say what contribute to my so-called smart brain majorly comes from the environment.

the issue here is, why with so nicely-prepared environment, i seem not to use it for my good and waste it all away? i even got the feeling that even if i got that smart brain, i'm at fault at deteriorating it. supposedly with all these, i could perform better in whatever i'm doing now (in this case, i'm currently in that so special programme of JAD), alas i have this lackadaisical attitude and can hardly excel in the academic subject i'm taking, let alone the co-curricular as i doubt we even have it. i no longer enjoy doing those good stuff like i previously did. it has been so long that i last play with my imagination i could barely come up with new interesting stuff. i prefer to lay back and stay lax rather than making new adventures. i am no longer different from the unprivileged people out there. so, the problem here eventually lies within this pathetic self. i have everything prepared yet it just won't work unless my own self make a move.

i guess this is what they call when people take things for granted....

lailahailla anta subhanaka inni kuntu minna az-zolimin...

i know i've done damage towards myself, i know i'm in the wrong, please guide me back to the right path

Thursday, March 19, 2009

blog surfing

as i had cited before, it's not like i don't have things to do, it's just me who don't want to do them, so i'm bored...

so, when i'm bored, here's what i do:

in google blogsearch, i typed this: 'mrsm langkawi'

guess what, the result? so many (hahaha, i'm out of vocab here, otak lembap)

surprisingly, there are lots of blogs from my juniors, yeah, they got so much time to kill, huh? not only the newly spm-leavers, those who just managed to get in were abundant too.. so excited huh, those ppl... it's okay, it's not so bad over there, my 2 year experience was not that much to be proud of, but just be it. i could say, i'm glad to have been there at the very least...

and i noticed this, we certainly are creative in naming our batch, aren't we? here are those that i know:
batch 6 - seeckz(sorry if i spelled it wrong, seniors)
batch 7 - dynasty chi
batch 8(mine!!) - infineight
batch 9 - uninety
bath 10 - TENacious
whilst doing this, my friend suddenly pop up this question; "are you missing Langkawi?"

urrmmm, honestly i don't know. well, isn't it good at least now i remember it now coz in years to come, these memories will eventually fade. it's not like i don't cherish them, but it's just how we are, humans, we forget in time. what more, we don't even have a memento as in the yearbook to reminince our sweet moments later. am i wrong my friend? even now, if you ask me what i remember during my childhood years, i could hardly recollect anything beneficial. so, when i'm all grown up and have so many obligations to meet, do you expect me to remember my schoolyears, and it's so short, for god's sake.

um, the point here is, (how come, i've gone so far in that school's stuff), in one of the blogs i surfed through, one of them really intrigued me. i don't know who that is though, i doubt he's my senior from school though. i told ya, i randomly intrude people's blog. in one of the posts, he included a song from hirai ken. it's so nice. it reminds me of all the people i've met and how good it is that i've met them. so, here i dedicate this song for all these people who surely had made my life ever more colourful, whoever you are. especially my buddies from JAD, though it's a only a mere one year we've been together, you guys mean so much to me.



いつか離れる日が来ても
出会えた全てを悔やむ事だけは 決してしたくないから
If sometime we should separated apart...
I wont regret our meeting..




p/s: forgot to congratulate my high school teachers, they surely had worked hard. though i fear i would even forget ur names as time passes, my thanks would never cease. kore karamo ganbatte!!!

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

琥珀のゆりかごCradle of Amber

---++++i usually am not into this tagging thingy but this one is interestingly fun, so without even being tagged, i'm doing it :P. for some songs, the translation of the title follows after the artist++++----

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 10 friends
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
'Utsukushisugite' -Izumi Kato [too beautiful]
hahahaha, surely can't resist it when one actually comes to me

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
'SUN SHINE!!!' -GReeeeN
not so actually..

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
'Sore ga Ai deshou' -Shimokawa Mikuni [that is love, perhaps]
LOVE? really???? anooo

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
'I Remember You' -YUI
hahaha, i'm a forgetful person actually

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
'Sayounara kara Hajimeyou' - GReeeeN [let's start from goodbye]
how does that mean?

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
'Harukaze' -flumpool [spring wind]
am i that refreshing?

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
'Stay with Me' -Kaoru Amane
just who could it be? hehehe

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
'Day by Day' -GReeeeN
urmmm

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
'Prisoner of Love' -Utada Hikaru
not so, actually

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
'Y' -Spitz
oh man, i can hardly run from that question again and again

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
'KISS shite' -+KOH [kiss me]
errr...

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
'Omaeya naito akannen' -Sakuraba Yuuichiro [can't live without you]
oh my....

WHAT WILL/DID YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
'Hajimari no Kaze' -Ayaka Hirahara [the first wind]
i can't particularly dance anyway

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
'It's gonna rain' -Bonnie Pink(i guess)
the tomb's gonna be wet

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
'Tsuki to Naifu' -Suga Shikao [moon and knife]
i'm a lil interested in astronomy however, that sharp object? i dunno

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
'Last Kiss' -Bonnie Pink
we'll see later

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
'Canvas' -Ken Hirai
it could mean anything

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
'Mahou no Kotoba' -Spitz [the magic word]
:D just what can it be to please me that much i wonder, hehehe /grinning/

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
'Stand by Me' -The Brilliant Green
(great coincidence)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Kohaku no Yurikago -(RAVE ost) [Cradle of Amber]
huhuhuhu

I deem there are scores of bloggers who want to be tagged with this one,
Hence i’m tagging:
*Izzati Azlizan, my active blogger friend
*Ceca, welcome to blogging world
*Dila

malas nk fikir dh

Anybody who wants to be tagged with this one??You can have this entry posted in you blog, by having yourself tagged..

面倒くさい

i guess it's the poor communication skill we have here that makes everything so bothersome....

ok, enough of that, don't wanna remember all the unpleasant things

btw, i hope my friend had safely arrived at her home in sarawak after such a long wait and even prolonged by a slight mistake. it was nice having you here though i doubt i had given her such hospitality she deserved, i wish she found it pleasant to be here. anyway, it was surprising how we ended up riding on the boat at Mines. it was such a long time ago that i last rode it, when i was still elementary school, i guess. so nearly a decade had passed and only now i rode it again. kimochii ii.

and thanks to her too, i found a new wallet to replace my lost one. and also a new pair of earphones.

yeah, the outing to Mines was really enjoyable.. (though i was lethargic the whole day after, dun mind)




actually, i got lotss of things i could do and should do, it's just that i dun have the slightest desire to do them that i'm left with nothing else, i'm pathetically bored now... in this circumstance, what should i do??