my my,thank god i'm in the middle of holiday

Starting time:
::11:35 PM::

Name:
::Iman binti Abd Halim::

Sisters
::Tasneem & Kauthar.::

Brothers:
::Ammar::

Shoe size:
::US women size-8.5Wide (hahaha, elephant)::

Height:
::162cm tabun ::

Where do u live:
::permanent house-seri kembangan, hostel-tbp::

Have u ever been on a plane:
::a lot for the past 2 yrs,missing langkawi now (^^,)::

Fallen asleep at school:
::guess wht, now I’m called the sleeping queen-no, tht’s not compliment!::

Broken someone's heart:
::who? In what way? Okay, if I had, please let me know::

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call:
::it’s always me who do the calling-they dun want to use their credit. so why bother waiting for a call::

Saved emails:
::those that involve registering::

What is your room like:
::my bedroom in my house? Rarely sleep in there, or even go there, it’s too up there I’m so lazy to climb the stairs. At TBP? People say it’s like so cramp but to me, it’s convenient::

What's right beside u:
::I’m seating at a comfy seat. Beside the seat, a table used to place this notebook::

What is the last thing u ate:
::MILO::

Ever had...Chicken pox:
::not that I could remember::

Stitches:
::when I was 5 I guess, I hit head-on with the edge of the door frame, it was soooo bloody::

Broken nose:
::nope::

Do u believe in love at first sight:
::everything’s possible rite, insyaallah::

Like picnics:
::wht’s the food?::

Who was/were... The last person u danced with:
::do I dance in the first place?::

Last made u smile:
::watching Bokura ga Ita::

Today did u...Talk to someone u like:
::say, if I like my parents, yeah I talked to them, more like argue with them::

Get sick:
::last month, due to that I got no clue what was being taught especially physics so I messed up during the quiz. Have to resit probably::

Miss someone:
::my friends::

Who do u really hate:
::myself, it’s more like despise my badself not hate::

Do u like your hand-writting:
::are you serious??::

Are your toe nails painted:
::never::

Whose bed other that yours would u rather sleep in:
::it doesn't matter. It’s not like I always sleep on mine.::

What color shirt are u wearing now:
::blue, since yesterday::

Are u a friendly person:
::to whom I feel comfortable with::

Do u have any pets:
::do having those creatures that are only being fed without any passionate contact are called pets? If they are, in my house, there’re more than half a dozen now though I used to play with cats but now they are just not friendly ::

Do u sleep with the TV on:
::rarely watch TV now. More like sleeping with the notebook PC on beside me::

What are u doing right now:
::doing this thing?::

Can u handle the truth:
::what sort of truth?::

Are u closer to your mother or father:
::in what way? In finance matter of course my dad. To talk about girls things with mom? No::

Do u eat healthy:
::my life is indispensible of chocolates::

If u're having a bad day, who are u most likely to go to:
::my friend::

Are u loud or quiet most of the time:
::despite my chronic sleeping-in-class-disease, instead of helping me, my friend prefers me to sleep::

Are u confident:
::depends on the situation. If I know I’m good, no reason for being unconfident::

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
::that time I was 8, rite?
1.studying as a standard 2 student
2.right about this time, enjoying the year-end holiday, can’t remember where though, perhaps it was when I went to penang
3.living with my family in the same house I’m living in now
4.being a spoiled kid
5. Playing with my imagination::

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
::1.first, hire a financial manager. How can I put it, I’m not that good in managing money
2.funding for the welfare of my muslim fellow victims of war, to fight back
3.funding the muslim movement around the world for education purpose
4.invest in my own education-no need for scholarship anymore, why should I burden the country anymore once I can afford it
5.treat myself and my loved ones-a lot, to a a very good meal::

5 of my bad habits:
::1.procrastinating
2.biting nails
3.biting straws
4.biting paper cups/polystyrene cups
5.scratching until my skin peels, I got many new scars::

5 places I've lived/living :
::1.serdang-barely remembered, I was small
2.here at taman universiti indah
3. MRSM langkawi
4.residence hotel, UNITEN
5.Taman Bukit Pelangi, Subang Jaya::

mangsa seterusnya:
so lazy to think now. What about my JAD friends? They sorta love this tagging things

another praise

it has been so long since the last time i got hooked to an anime. the last one was code geass R2 -gosh, it's a must-see. then, i thought of following the kuroshitsuji anime, but later i found the manga to be more amusing than its anime version. however, just yesterday, when i originally intended to copy the dorama from my friend's external hard disk, i discovered an anime which somehow attracted me. yeah, i copied that too.

and just now, i finished watching all the 26 episodes. by the way, the title is 'bokura ga ita'.

let me explain that it is purely a high school love story. may i repeat, love story! can't believe till now how i actually got hooked in watching it. it's not like i ever give a damn about this kind of stuff. however, i find the characters of the story to be quite interesting, their characteristic is pretty compelling and were portrayed in a beautiful way. i admit one might see it's plain in a glance, but because it's so plain it just connects with what we encounter in daily life. they just seems so human. it made me realize how we might react when confronting certain circumstances. could we still really grasp on wht we believe?

for the storyline, mostly it runs on the typical 'high school love story'. it's about a girl entering high school, and somehow fall in love with the popular guy who happened to be her classmate she found hateful at first. the girl is a typical plain high school students but a bit babyface-cute. the guy is a happy-go-lucky guy, outstanding anywhere he is, friendly and smart. at the beginning, it may just seem like a story of a couple getting together after the boy confessed during a very romantic time, but it is no happy-ever-after story. the rollercoaster took off the moment they started to be a couple. there were smile and tears, hugs and kisses(a lot of them) and not to forget, the misunderstandings, the breakups, the miscommunications, and all the selfish sides of being in love. somehow, i wonder if the original writer wrote the story based on experience, their story thereafter was so full of up and down (gosh, i'm out of vocab here), so painful just like how the reality is. sometimes i felt the story is of my friend's rather than just a fictitious anime i watch from this monitor. it is so deep.

we humans just can't escape to have the feeling of insecurity. that's why we need support.

So, my favourite parts in 'Bokura ga ita':

• the friendship between Yano (the main male character) and his best friend, Takeuchi
  
• Yano's smile
  
• Yano's various personality
  
• a way to describe happiness : "to have something that makes you warm when it's cold - it can be hot meat bun, or even the person you love"


• when Yano and Nana(the main female character) take purikura 1st time and second time before they have to be apart


• they might be kissing all the time they could but Nana knows the boundary where he didn't allow the boy the pass through (okay, at a point she eventually willingly gave in but for the rest of the time, i really respect that, compared the other story i watch)
  
• and absolutely the songs that are effectively used along the story. as every episode ends, the choice of song just suits the mood, it could made u cry having listened to it while getting immersed in the scene. at sweet scenes, it would be a happy tune while for an unexpected heartbreaking moment, the song too would break you into tears. as it does so, you would just let the the episode went on until the last second just so you could listen to the song till the end(i would usually skip the ending sequence for other anime). so, this isntantly be among my favourites for its song other than 'honey and clover'. a good job they really have done here.

simply, though i never had any experience of this sort before, i'm still greatly touched by the whole story..

here's the sweet couple which in my view really depicts the real couple out there-the stories, the selfishness, the jealousy, the passion are just so real

the list

what i have to do:

• revising on physics (gosh, quiz again, my fault for getting red marks for it)
• studying my 'pendidikan agama' the first day the school reopened, see, they give us quiz on the whole 11 topics
• doing my physics homework-9 questions
• my math homework-3 questions i guess coz i didn't even peek on it yet
• doing my 'pendidikan agama islam' assignment. search for info from scratch
• listen to the listening cd for nihongo
• revising the kanji we've learnt so far-500???
• searching for points for the english forum we had to do
• oh, still, nihongo's homework we just got this afternoon

what i want to do

• watch the final episode for ryuusei no kizuna
• watch other doramaS i transferred from my friends, approximately 6 series of them
• go out with my ex-schoolmate, somewhere at kl, jst to hang out
• read the novelS i haven't the chance to read ever since i bought them weekS ago.
• shopping for new clothes -it's mega sale now!
• get my sleep. currently lacking in it
• eating food i want. here is limited

so, is 2 weeks of holiday enough? let's just see how effectively i would use this span of time. it is worrying me when i'm foreseeing my holiday would be just full of the latter list than the one that is supposed to be my utmost priority. so, let's just see......

hahaha, it feels like the 2nd day of my SPM exam

yes, it was english paper on the 2nd day of my SPM examination. for the essay paper, i just tried to redo the sole grade a essay i ever had-that was during trial. the topic was sort of interesting, i never did things of that sort b4 that. it was a narrative of a girl being raped.

certainly to do the same thing again is hard, i mean, of course i would want to improve it so it would be a better essay rite. in the exam hall, i tried to illustrate the scene again in my infinite imagination in my head. i searched for all sorts of descriptive words i could comprehend and tried to arrange it in my essay. i tried to think and think the real situation, if i were the girl. blood shivered down my spine. but i lasted until the last second of the exam hoping it would be a good essay despite my handwriting which i doubt would please the examiner. i pulled my last breath, the paper's over, intending to take fresh air outside. i stood up and get my sweater on the chair. i saw red spots on the chair.

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okay, back to the present time. just this afternoon, we had discussion for our groupwork. we are required to stage a forum on any desired topic. this is for our english class. my group was supposed to present the 1st week when the school reopened this january. we were lost on the topic. had a brainstorm and we think and think and think. guess what did we have as the final decision for the topic? 'EARLY MARRIAGE'-that's the theme. gosh, now i feel, we are all really 'gatal' to discuss such a topic now. well, as to why i came out with the idea(yes, it was me), juz weeks ago, our newsletter brought forth tht topic to the light. they included some opinions fromthe experienced ones and also the yet to experience it. so, i thought it's just interesting. on top of that, it's a topic of high relation to us, the young scholars. i guess, it's just right. so, during the discussion, we talked a lot about this topic. i honestly want their opinion on this. and they are surprisingly some who strongly support and not to forget who are against it. so, i'm really looking forward for the forum later. hopefully we could present it smoothly, at leasti wish i do not stutter as the chairperson. tht's really embarrasing.

after that, i discovered something really intersting. one of my girl friends actually supports polygamy. her reasonings are interesting too. tht was my first time to find such a girl.

and just now, i surfed at my ex-schoolmate's blog. i laughed hard. he's a determined man who's pursuing to be a successful entrepreneur. i read the blog as if reading chapters in 'how to be successful manager' handbook. but, with some exceptions-the ones that make me laugh out loud, there are some intentional mistakes that the business topic is confused with love affairs. hahaha, he's a guy after all. dun believe me? -->http://bizlimited.wordpress.com/

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i got grade 2A for my english gce-o. i still remember the expression of the one who gave me the slip the moment i read it. she was completely perplexed when the face i had then was one that shows some disappointment despite having grade 1A throughout the subjects. can't help it though. i was really hoping it to be grade 1A

あと一日～

tomorrow's friday. the end of my schooldays in year 2008.

of course i'm happy for that.

even if i say that, my break is only 2 weeks long. is it that long?

nevertheless, it's still holiday and i'm allowed to enjoy it......... or not coz i'm probably am required to resit for my physics quiz which i did extremely bad last weeek. hahaha, can't blame anyone else but me.

however, today, we entered the workshop again. i'm happy for my plastic part is done, what's left to be cut is the aluminium and we can set up our robot once all these materials are done prepared. and i am now certain, the next time i'm wearing a goggle i must be in an air-conditioned area or a cool place-nihon? everytime i have it on, in a matter of seconds, vapours start to form on the surface. really weird coz i think i;m only the only who experience it that bad. however, i still like doing the hole using the drills. omoshiroi...

and after that, we had photograph session for our yearbook, can't stand laughing, they constantly made jokes. i dunno how the picture will turn out, i'll get the yearbook to see it later i guess.


i wonder what other had planned for this holiday? mine seems to be fool of lazing around...

i wanna watch drama..................

state : in happy mode

it's just good when you feel happy. even the slightest thing can make you happy. happiness makes your life ever more meaningful, the factor you can keep on living. so, search and look around for anything that makes you happy. it's a waste once u've taken a thing for granted so you just forgot to smile when it's there. well, smile is an indicator to happiness.

so, the little things that make me happy now;

-only 2 days left to endure before i'm having my 2weeks holiday
-for this remaining days, i have little things to be concerned about, quizzes over
-i managed to make lots of wonderful origami-thanks bro for this.
-i love doing works in the workshop in the making of the robot
-i like it when i could understand the dorama without subtitles
-listening to my favourite song
-having a new pair of shoes
-remembering my trip to genting
-eating chocolate, i've bought rocky for a few times just recently
-got to read the long-awaited release of my favourite manga
-looking forward for the final episode of Ryuusei no Kizuna
-n many others

so, should we add pockets?

do you know that edibile rind of a guava contains 5 times more vitamin C than an orange? and it also contains vitamin C, carotenoids, folate, potassium, fiber, calcium and iron? that's why i love guava so much over the sour orange...

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today, i broke my promise to my parents. i didn't even study at all at home despite saying i would after i finished watching what my bro was watching (he's back). duh~~ it was the same everytime.
but the funny thing was when i eventually returned to tbp with burning spirit of doing last minute study for the coming chem quiz. well, i later found out it's not on monday, but on tuesday.

so, to get in the mood, i went to the utility room. to my surprise, there weren't much students there except 6-7 students from my batch while the rest were senpais-a lot of them. who cares, i'm going to study, with a lot of ppl or not. sadly, my attitude just won't change. i played more than actually studied. i disturbed others while doing so, i looked around more than i look at the notes i was supposed to look carefully. then, i saw something.

i wonder why malay men like wearing kain pelikat. i, myself prefer a pair of pants over a sarong/skirt/etc of the same class. so, the thing that i saw related to kain pelikat, yes a man wearing kain pelikat. he looked so comfortable with it. he moved around comfortably in it. he wore it like he had accustomed to it since ages. tht's just good, i thought. then, he just finished reading messages i guess, he clicked on the phone and resumed chatting with his friend. then, as usual, it's to keep the phone, right? hehehe, here's the interesting part. on the phone, there's the accesories he liked so much dangling on it. then, the next thing i saw was that the dangling accesories was the only thing visible near the top of the kain pelikat, a bit covered by the end of the shirt he was wearing. so you can guess, where he secured the phone...

that's why i love pants, they have pockets..

:) remind you, below are only worth to read if you got so much time in hand...

just days ago, as mentioned, my brother had finally come back from studying oversea, i mean not just some holiday but had completely finished it-the whole 4 years for a degree. it also means he's gonna be here for long, longer than his summer holidays he had before....

as expected, his omiyage-souvenirs is not much. not like i'm really2 looking forward to it but i thought it'll be more since this is like the last time he's coming back from the far foreign land. alas, he never changes, or maybe the coming cargo that is yet to come would meet my expectation. i truly am hoping so.

so, the night he came back, i welcomed him at the airport, a nice sister, ain't I? despite having class the next day. it seemed that the flight would arrive at 8, so my father insisted on departing from my house b4 maghrib so that we can have maghrib prayer at klia. yeah, we did as planned. finished prayer n still got more than half an hour b4 the plane even touched down, it was not like my bro would be out of the gate as soon as the plane landed right? we went to have dinner. at KLIA'a Food Garden. i thought of having a Whopper at Burger King at first though. so, mine was a plateful of mi bandung worth RM6 sth. the fork and spoon was plastic. i didn't really have a liking in what i ordered though. i ate just like how i ate stuff i dun have much passion in added with the so-not-attractive fork and spoon at hand. oh yeah, i have the tendency to use only beautiful plates/spoon/fork when eating. somehow, the hard chicken made me broke the fork into two. huhuhu. see, i told you, it's plastic.

other than that, i also forgot to order my drink-always did that, dunno why. so finished eating and i still wasn't satisfied. yeah, i need fruits. in my sight, i could see they sold fruits there. a container of cut fruits for RM3-gosh, airport price meh. guava seemed so good though i knew there was only a part of the whole fruit per container. just that i really missed to eat it. i contemplated hard. i love guava-that's a fact. need i mention its goodness anymore? so, i paid at the cashier, using the RM3 i got in my pocket(yes, pants have pockets)-the remaining after i paid for mi bandung. i went to my parents and a container of cut melon safe in my hands.

the world that revolves around myself

わがまま-wagamama-selfish

when i self-reflect, that's what i can conclude for a general description of me

plausibly correct in a sense... i can't think of others than what matters with myself. i could careless of anything else, they just unrelated, aren't they? why do i think so, here's the proof:

• things that occupies my mind are none other but about myself, what i like-drama/manga/etc, what i wear, what i say, what i should do next, the wrong things i had done intentionally/unintentionally, my uncertain future, anything i could think of related to me
• when i converse with others, i can't find other topics but about myself, my stuff, my experience, my everything
• stuffs in my blog are nothing but the same things as above
• i tend to use the pronoun 'I' in writings
• i can hardly imagine things that are running on others' mind. let alone putting myself in their shoes
• seldom i think of others when using/eating/consuming something
• you ask me how others are doing? only if i just heard it, then i knew, seldom i bother to know unless they are of importance to me or so dear to me or interesting to me (see, there's always 'me' even when it's regarding others)

somehow, i realized, that's so selfish of me. despite having learned since small the virtues of prioritizing others above yourself. what they call it in english, yeah, altruism. guess i have to be more kind from now onwards, or just more caring towards others. there is still so far from a being a good muslimah for me. so much rooms for improvements. jyaa, ganbarou~~